When I sit here
Looking at you
I begin to wonder
If you only knew
I was sitting here
Thinking about you
The person you really are
Without society looking
Hanging out
The individual
Inside your mind
Internal thought
Like a ballet dancer
I see you glide
From one bullet point
Clicking to the next slide
Uncertain of the reason
My thoughts I hide
Similar to the way
You keep your thoughts inside
Rejection
Predetermined perception
Feelings
Thoughts
Both being neglected
In our minds
They remain protected
I’m lost
Looking for directions
The road map
To breaking the ice
The ability to see
While fishing at night
Like a horse
Just lead me to water
The rest falls back on me
The doubter
However
I’d rather be sinking
Than drowning
Sitting here looking at you
Dehydrating
Closing my eye lids
Day dreaming
About our wedding
The journey
Won’t be forgotten
Like our love
Never ending
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